Thursday, March 19, 2015

Story Untold By Amanda K. Dudley-Penn


For everyone who has ever suffered through depression

   As I look around me 
And force myself to move
I don't think anyone else would know 
The struggle I go through.
I move against a darkness 
That plagues me every day.
I force a smile through it 
Pushing the shadows far away.
Whispers of sadness come.
With them come disheartened tears.
And the doubts eventually reach out 
Bringing my worst fears.
The loneliness is too much
 But still, I continue on.
I will fight this evil 
Even when I feel desperate and alone.
I will never give in, 
Instead I will stand.
I will not reach out 
And take the devil's hand.
I will push through the shadows 
That plague my mind.
I will see through the darkness 
Even when it makes me blind.
I will remember the words 
To always live bold.  
I will not leave my book unwritten 
And my story untold.


Sunday, March 1, 2015

What Do We Do? By Amanda K. Dudley-Penn


The wind of change 
Isn't always good.
Hatred is king.
No peace no love.
I gaze around.
People don't speak.
Held captive by lies.
Silence they seek.
Accused of the worst.
But meaning the best.
Gone is our freedom of speech.
Next is freedom of press.
People are dying.
No help is found.
Where is the truth.
Are you too proud? 
History goes round.
History repeats.
Innocence gone. 
Blood in the streets.
Silence is golden.
But I only see pain.
People are bought.
and put in invisible chains.
Difference isn't celebrated.
Instead it is cursed.
Tears fall from my eyes
As books are burned. 
Choices are condemned 
By the majority rule.
Bow down at his feet
You gave up your freedoms too.
I am looking for answers 
As the sky grows dark.
How did this happen?
How were we torn a part?
So, I'm searching for answers.
I'm searching for truth.
In a world so dark.
What do we do?

Friday, February 27, 2015

Dreams Came True By; Amanda K. Dudley-Penn


For my fellow dreamers. 

A breath, 
A heart beat,
A twist of fate.
A blink.
A choice.
A step to take.
A dream.
A belief.
You are enough.
A flex.
A push.
You are that tough.
A change.
A goal.
You follow through.
A prayer.
A smile.
Make your dreams true.
A fear.
A doubt.
You push it away.
A stand.
A hope. 
You make your way.
A breath.
A heartbeat.
A twist of fate.
A blink.
A choice.
Your step to take.
A dream. 
A belief.
You are enough.  
A flex.
A push.
Prove you're tough.
A change.
A goal.
You followed through.
A prayer.
A smile.
You're dreams came true.

Saturday, January 17, 2015

Blame By: Amanda K. Dudley-Penn

Images float in front of me
of sadness and pain.
Hearts have turned cold
and the world has gone insane.
People protect those that hurt 
and condemn the innocent and the weak.
Death can come to those who act
or even those who write or speak.
Fear has become a companion
and our tongues have been tied.
Condemned are the ones who tell the truth
And rewards to those who lie.
Terror is struck in children
who once knew nothing bad.
Eyes constantly cry tears for the lost
and the world focuses on being mad.
No one can tell what is the truth
But they still choose a side.
Based on vanity and opinions
and most times based on pride.
The people at the top are smiling
and become professional talkers.
Their evil plans are concealed 
by the first rule...Divide and conquer.
Yet, the people will continue to walk
into this world's burning flames
All  so they can scream and shout
and have someone to blame.

Wednesday, January 7, 2015

Whisper By Amanda K. Dudley-Penn

The earth falls around me.
The night calls my name.
The wind sweeps through my hair.
The blood sings in my veins.
I break through my dreams
Of those who have met my gaze.
I could make them like me
I could take their days.
I lick my lips in hunger
As the thirst invades my mind.
I inhale the scents of millions
Until the one I find.
I move as a shadow
One they will not see.
They will not know I'm there
Until on them I feed.
I grin within the darkness
With my senses so aware.
For those who see me,
They don't know to beware.
Instead to them I'm mysterious,
A handsome stranger or a drifter.
One that will end their lives 
With one deadly whisper.

This is another one I wrote for one of my vampire books.  I will be adding it to Unbound the paperback edition.  Obviously, it is about a vampire.

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

The Light By: Amanda K. Dudley-Penn

I stand among the dark of the world
And wonder where the light has gone.
I whisper a prayer of sadness
And try to find the sun.
I wonder when tomorrow reigns
Who will be the lead.
The ones who tell the pretty lies
Or the ones who help you and me.
I feel my heart break in sadness
As I see this world’s sins.
I wonder when the pain will diminish
When the bias will end.
I see history repeating
And the consequences of those mistakes.
I hear the lies within voices
And the petty promises of the fakes.
I feel the thunder and the fear
Of generations who will follow.
The stolen dreams and the stolen lives
That will be their sorrow.
Still, I stand in this world
Where hate has been allowed to breed.
I wonder and I hope
That the light didn’t really leave.
I cry in despair
As I search for those not blind.
I hope someone takes my hand
And stands by my side. 
I wish for comfort
As the world begins petty fights.
I search for the hope.
I am desperate for the light.
I stand with my head bowed
Waiting for people to see.
I wipe a tear from my eye
As I realize that the light is in you and me.

Monday, January 5, 2015

The Werewolf By Amanda K. Dudley-Penn

Screams...I hear them.
My mind...It screams.
The stretch of my limbs,
As the monster feeds.
The moon is too full.
It's a lunar sin.
I feel its pull.
The blood lust begins.
I lick my lips.
The victim is near.
The limbs I'll rip.
How sweet is their fear?
I feel no guilt.
My pain is gone.
My curse is dealt.
The hunger is done.
Until next time,
When the moon calls.
I'll wait.  I'll hunger
Until the next victim falls.

At one time, I was going to put this one in one of my books but decided it didn't fit.  However, I hope you enjoy it.